is this a sign?

my creativity is getting antsy and severely needs an outlet.
i have been baking for a long as i can remember and ive always been pretty good at it!
so right around the new year, i finally made the decision to start cake decorating. ive been super excited about it and cant wait to get started and get really good!
Albert's birthday was at the end of last month, it was the perfect opportunity to start right?
WRONG the cake practically blew up in the oven! well that was a first! i decided to let it go, there were a lot of reasons it could have been better but next time.
well next time came. my mom got me a giant cupcake pan for valentines day. it was awesome! i decided to make this cake from scratch. first i ran out of sugar. I had to laugh then i got over it, it just meant a smaller cupcake; no big deal. i put it all together then in the oven. i have to admit it was a little bad timing on my part because i took care of the cake before dinner. well it was getting late so dinner needed to get in the oven.the cake looked delicious so i took it out and left it to cool. after dinner i frosted it and served it up.yummy yummy giant cupcake right? WRONG! it turned into a molten lava cake. my giant cupcake was completely raw in the middle!
that is 2 absolute cake disasters in less than a month and oddly enough after i decided cake was my life. ive decided to push through it but im getting a little nervous. im starting to think its a sign.
i know that i want to do some photography on the side or perhaps as the forefront. its another creative outlet i need/want to persue. Im so fickle, too worried about making the wrong decision so i dont make any at all.. hmm yet another cycle to break.